Sunday, January 24, 2010
Creative Entry #2.5: Nothing To Show But Another Photo
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Creative Entry #2: Something I Rarely Do
Monday, January 18, 2010
'The Creative Habit' by Twyla Tharp
(The following answers were originally scrawled all over sheets of paper as the answers occurred to me, with little thought or follow-up, as per Tharp's request.)
My Creative Autobiography:
1. What is the first creative moment you remember? Drawing dragons in red marker on every page of my (and my friends') art pads in kintergarten, despite the teacher's wishes not too (we were each supposed to work in our own notepads).
2. Was anyone there to witness or appreciate it? My kindergarten friends, the teachers there. They later told my parents they "saw potential" (praise and attention has been there from the start).
3. What is the best idea you've ever had? 'Only In A Harem' http://canadian-rainwater.deviantart.com/art/Only-In-A-Harem-52633081 - my own comic with an original cast and story that actually went anywhere (50 hand-drawn pages, a hand-drawn and colored front and back page, drawn during my summer break, self-published, and sold in school for fundraising).
4. Wht made it great in your mind? That I finished something that was entirely mine (the end product is important to me).
5. What is the dumbest idea? My cast of RATS characters. http://canadian-rainwater.deviantart.com/art/RAT-Infestation-68142025
6. What made it stupid? That I not only tried copying the idea from another artist on DeviantArt, Jenadelle, of who's style and characters I absolutely loved at the time (and who, admittedly, influenced my fashion sense towards neo-gothic baggy pants and neon additives and what have you), but that I then warped the characters to suit the interests of a "friend" I had at the time, just to make her happy.
7. Can you connect the dots that led you to this idea? Jenadelle -> Apoptygma Berzerk -> I'm a wannabe -> Nic -> the RATS.
8. What is your creative ambition? To go somewhere with my art.
9. What are the obstacles to this ambition? I'll be competing with other good/talented artists for jobs, or, in the case of personal projects such as publishing my own comics, I'll be competing with major names like DC and Marvel to have my own published and noticed.
10. What are the vital steps to achieving this ambition? Never stop drawing (something I'm more than happy to comply with) and to finish my studies (so I can do what I want for a living, and not get stuck with a second-rate job I hate, with horrid hours, and minimum wage).
11. How do you begin your day? Waking up easrly, sometimes by alarm if I have to, to steal time online on Aion.
12. What are your habits? What patterns do you repeat? Wake up, shower/dress, brush teeth, run for breakfast, wolf down breakfast, run back to dorm to roleplay/play Aion for a few hours, head to class.
13. Describe your first successful creative act. A picture I drew (in 1st grade?) of my family and I based on our trip to hot springs while living in Japan; it got noticed by the teachers and even got stolen. I can't rightly remember if I ever got it back ... I never thought it was that great.
14. Describe your second successful creative act. 'Only In A Harem'. 'Nuff said.
15. Compare them. 1st = stand-alone picture that got "successful" competely by accident. 2nd = first (and only) successfuly completed and self-printed comic that also sold.
16. What are your attitudes towards:
Money: Necessary for a good life. I just need enough to get by with my lifestyle.
Power: Nah.
Praise: Comment whore on DeviantArt!
Rivals: Can get competetive/easily riled up if provoked.
Work: Work first, fun second, even if said work bores me to tears!
Play: ONLINE!! Fun/free time is always good!
17. Which artists do you admire most? Frank Frazetta, Brian Froud, Voltaire (NYC), Brian Jacques.
18. Why are they your role models? Frank Frazetta & Brain Froud are two known artists whose styles I absolutely love. Voltaire I admire (and will admit to being slightly envious of) due to his skill in almost every "artistic" field: he makes music, stop-motion animations, draws a comic, and is writing a novel now!! Brian Jacques is the author of the 'Redwall' series, and my favorite series of novels to date. I love his ideas and storytelling techniques.
19. What do you and your role models have in common? Frazetta & Froud = we're all artists, Voltaire = music taste ... I guess ... given I listen to his stuff a lot ... Jacques = fantasy stories, warrior mice, and Medieval ages!
20. Does anyone in your life regularly inspire you? My sister, who is like Voltaire, and can do every damn thing.
21. Who is your muse? Online games/music.
22. Define muse: Something that inspires me to draw.
23. When confronted with superior intelligence or talent, how do you respond? I admire them and usually seek to learn what I can from them.
24. When faced with stupidity, hostility, intransigence, laziness, or indifference in others, how do you respond? I usually ignore annoyances at first, or try to put up with them to the best of my abilites, just to be nice, but I can just as easily get hostile and ahead of myself.
25. When faced with impending success or the threat of failure, how do you respond? Success = happy, failure = potential aggression, otherwise wonder where it went wrong and possibly learn from my mistakes.
26. When you work, do you love the process or the result? Of course drawing is always fun for me, or should be, but it's being able to sit back and stare contentedly at something I've created - the result - that I aim for.
27. At what moments do you feel your reach exceeds your grasp? Usually at the coloring stage! No really, all jokes aside, usually what comes out of the pen never looks like what I have in my head, and I'm constantly aiming to try difficult angles of foreshortening or expressions I can't quite nail.
28. What is your ideal creative activity? Drawing/sketching/cartooning.
29. What is your greatest fear? Mathematics and all things associated with it!!!
30. What is the likelihood of either of the answers to the previous two questions happening? Drawing = very likely, math = not at all, if I cna help it.
31. Which of your answers would you most like to change? The ... last? To not have to do it at all, and make it a not-so integral part of all things in this universe ...
32. What is your idea of mastery? In art I can't imagine "mastery at all, even from "masters" like Leonardo DaVinci or Michelangelo. We're always learning; I'm always trying to push myself just that little bit father.
33. What is your greatest dream? To make a name for myself in the art industry one day.
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Creative Reflection #1: On Roleplay
All throughout my childhood "playing pretend" was something I did every day and it came to me as naturally as, if not more naturally, than being myself. (I say "being myself" loosely, because can you really say who you are? I know I can't, and identity is something that I'm still not sure I've got a grasp on, as my interests, fashion, music taste, etc. are constantly changing). At school I'd be the dragon and would maul my friends (with sometimes fatal injuries, like clawing hair and biting each other), and at home I would pretend to be animals with my sister. My sister and I would even draw pictures together while simultaneously making up stories to go with our illustrations as we went along. This usually resulted in piles upon piles of half-finished drawings discarded haphazardly all over the table by the end of the day, each depicting different stages of our stories; our two different interpretations of the events. When we grew out of that I took to MMORPGs, and my love of playing pretend never left me.
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Jaris's Letter of Recommendation
Age at Ascension: 32
Race: Asmodian
Class: Chanter
Speciality: Alchemist
Born into an esteemed family boasting the proud name of Vanahal, Jaris's past pre-Ascension was easily tracked, due to the noble's disposition to reside within the walls of Pandaemonium. His family had the money and means to give him a full education and the library, as well as the regal mansions gracing the Vanahal district where he spent the majority of his early life, remain his most frequent haunts to this day.
As a child Jaris was the eldest of his three siblings, a younger brother and his sister, the youngest. All three grew up never wanting and received the highest schooling, leaving him well versed in Atreia's history, writing, and the arts. When he was older he began showing interest in the noble craft of alchemy, and his parents apprenticed him to the renowned Honir where he received the best tutelage. However, despite even his teacher's finest training, Jaris's knowledge remained limited by his reliance on merchants and shugo traders for herbs and medicines for his potions. Never once trained in any area of combat, it was rare for him to venture far beyond Pandaemonium's walls, and only on a few very rare occasions was he spotted in Altgard.
When not poring over his books and tomes, or experimenting with different alchemical ingredients under his tutor's watchful eyes, Jaris was usually attending balls and banquets with other Vanahal, or leaving the estates of young, beautiful noble daughters afterwards. Rumors began stirring about his nightly behavior, whispered predominantly between the ladies of the Vanahal court. By his mid-twenties fathers of rich, noble daughters were wary of him, but his confident, suave temperament was disarming, and nothing arose of his rumored actions until a few years later.
At thirty-two years Jaris had build himself a solid reputation as a capable alchemist and supported the war efforts mixing healing elixirs for Asmodian Daevas. Supportive, decisive, and a little proud, it was naturally assumed he would be the successor of his family's estate in the event of his parents' death. However, one night in the bed of a wild young noblesse threw his world upside down. True to his reputation, Jaris had her writhing in the throes of passion, but she vocalized to loudly and alerted her father, whom we can only presume arrived home unexpectedly after a day out. In a desperate attempt to save the face of his family and avoid the repercussions of being discovered and identified, the panicked noble had no other option than to spring from the noblesse's open window. The drop from her balcony to the streets of the noble district would have been fatal, or at the very least broken most of the bones in his body, but the noble never hit the ground. Instead he found himself beating the air with a pair of large, raven wings.
Unlike some Vanahal families with Daevas in their bloodlines, Jaris's family was conventional, and upon discovering his Ascension they regarded him as a tool of Aion. While they were proud one of their own would be defending Asmodae from the scourge of the Elyos, Jaris didn't share their view and regarded his Ascension as the moment the life he enjoyed was destroyed. His family's titles were stripped from him, and instead his younger brother inherited his family's wealth. Despite his wishes against it, his family reported his Ascension to draft him into a Legion, and as a result Jaris parted on bad terms.
He has not taken kindly to his Ascension, and it is with grudging remorse that he joins your ranks, Brigade General Bix. Bitter, proud, and stubborn, he is very inexperienced in warfare and has never weilded a weapon before, but I trust this is an obstacle you can remedy. Heavy swords and shields may be beyond his capability to weild, as he does not have the build of a seasoned fighter. However, his knowledge of potions and healing herbs may aid you and your growing Legion, and we tast you with aiding his development into a capable priest.
Signed,
Vidar, Governor of Pandaemonium
Creative Entry #1: Stay Young
Thursday, January 7, 2010
Took Me Long Enough
I used to keep a diary.
One of those "secret" ones you get as a young girl because you think all fairy princesses in fantasy stories have them, and that by scribbling in it (in horrid handwriting) about the most dull things you will somehow become legible for dragon-rides or prince love stories ... but I digress. Needless to say it's been a while since I last wrote in mine - heck, I even forgot to bring it with me to university; it's still sitting in its drawer back in Singapore - and so it is with some surprise that I find myself here, making a blog, which is essentially a diary.
At least typing is much more comfortable and quicker than writing.
So here I am with a blog. This was started as per requirement of one of my university courses, so I'm not sure what sort of things I'll be posting here soon. Maybe I'll even become so fond of spewing my brainfarts onto the internet it'll become my next most visited website, besides DeviantArt ... although I doubt it. Too busy wasting my life on MMOs to afford wasting it on the internet, too.
--Sak